好久没有来update了
可能是懒吧.......哈哈哈......好的,我承认啦.........
最近一直在training中,现在的我在一间教小朋友画画的company做全职工.....
前两天就去on stay training 咯...原来在training和现场教有很大的差别 ...
不过可能是因为我本身还很喜欢小朋友的,所以不会很排斥....
有些小朋友才4岁,真的好可爱哦,
有些较大的还会和你聊天.....也可能是因为画画吧 .....
我从小就喜欢画画了....也觉的自己画的不错.....所以教起来很开心....
嗯~~ 每份工作都有它的难度,不过只要你喜欢这份工作它就没有难度....
可能在刚开始的时候会比较辛苦一点,当你掌握好了就不会辛苦了....
我现在需要时间和经验....
打起精神吧!!!!fighting fighting!!!!!!!
我会幸福吗?在什么时候......
10:48 AM
i wanna say SORRY to all my friends...
so sorry ,i keep promise your to meet up soon....
but i never meet out any friend till today yet..
Specially Shili baobei n Peishan baby...T_T...
hope u can c this post n 4give mii....
erm...anyway just wanna let your know i found a full time job already..
n so sorry MIA 4 so long....
i should wake up le....
Hwating~~~~stella!!!!
我会幸福吗?在什么时候......
3:08 PM
hey ....
have been quite a long time din update myself here...
my blog is dying soon ....
yah...i had been quite busy for past few days...
yet ..i don even know what i'm busy for...
don know what happen to mii now...
alot of things across my life...
every thing never goes smoothly as what i think....
ok....those things are past...
now a new problem comes to me...>_<
my heartbeat jump very fast in recent days. .
I don understand why. .
But it jump till I can not breathe,
yes, I understand that if my heart
no longer beat that means i'm dead
But the problem is that it jumped fast than ordinary people. .
I do not understand what kind of sixth sense. .
I think it is too much.
recently been looking for work I like. .
does not seem so smoothly. .
i really hope to find a job that related to design ,
n near what i had learn in ITE,
nowaday seems to be difficult to find a job that i like
I 'm worry now ...
n i have already wasted a lot of time...
我会幸福吗?在什么时候......
11:17 PM
i'm so tired now...>_<..
fighting 유 노 윤 호 ....
hope to till end....
我会幸福吗?在什么时候......
10:00 AM
最近特别觉的对不起父母
先说妈妈吧,我在她的眼里是个很固执的孩子
在家里饮食上很挑剔,每次她做的晚餐我都不喜欢
非要自己做的晚餐才吃,还要抱怨为什么都是自己在做晚餐
嫌她做的不好吃,而外面我可以不在乎吃什么
每次和她吵架都不认输,总是认为自己是对的
每次她选的什么东西我都有意见,觉得自己选的才是好看的
从小就不会和父母撒娇的我总是推开妈妈的关怀
有时她对我的好还会让妹吃醋
爸爸也是很疼我,可是每次我都视他关心为代沟
像我这样傻的女儿能不当心吗?
对自己来说,自己永远都不会认为自己傻
可是在父母的心里永远认为你还是个孩子
这几星期我过的很惨,为什么这么说?
就算在打工也需要钱吃饭的
妈妈就给我钱,让我觉的很惭愧
妈妈给女儿钱听起来很正常不过的事了为什么会惭愧
从我会自己出来打工时,会赚点小钱时就尽量不用父母的钱
现在跌到了,在我人生的转折点上求生存
希望我会很快的站起来不让爸妈为我担心了
努力的找份好工作吧
我会幸福吗?在什么时候......
10:13 AM